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topik 1 - anniversary

4 hb July yg lalu genap 4 tahun me and him..muhammad faris berkapel..dh kenal 7 years++...banyak rintangan dan halangan yang dilalui sepanjang perkenalan kami ni...suka duka...marah sayang...merajuk dan memujuk...alhamdulillah, hubungan ini masih bertahan

dalam soal ini, im very proud to have him as my boyfriend coz he loves me too much...even more than i love him..mek selalu cakap,

cari lah lelaki yang menyayangi adik lebih dari adik sayang dia

bila di pikir2 kan balik, memang betul cakap mek tu..tambahan pulak dengan peranagai angin kus-kus anak bongsu dia ni...in a minute, my mood can change a few times. first, i can laugh when he makes jokes but in a minute, i was angry because i cant accept the jokes anymore..rasanya, if orang lain jadi my bf, lama dah aku men'janda'...hehehehe...

bukan aku tak nak berubah and even i knew it...i realized it but sometimes i couldnt stop myself..huhuhu..but lately, i personally think that i change a little bit..cuma ngan faris jer still lancang if nak marah

im sorry ek

i marah-marah pun, i still syg u tau

hehehe...dah 4 tahun..kalu kawen dah dapat anak 4 la if tiap2 tahun pregnant..hehehe..tapi, bukan tak nak kawen but kewangan tak mengizinkan...memang family can support a little bit but we dont want it...biar bersusah2 dahulu dan bersenang lenang kemudian...baru rasa kemanisan..lagipun, im not finish with my study yet..i have a year to go.

topik 2 - anak





bila reflect tgk senior pkpg kat iium dulu, i salute diorg because they played more than 3 roles...as a student, wife, mother and for sure daughter....berjauhan ngan suami tersayang dah cukup memeritkan (i personally think it is), apatah lagi meninggalkan putera puteri di rumah...satu pengorbanan yang cukup besar demi menuntut ilmu...ader senior tu 14-20 days lepas delivered baby, dah kena pi kelas..if i was them, i will cry every second...buktinya, i have nieces and nephews...berpisah ngan fawwaz boleh wat aku nangis...and he is just my sister's son and not my son...tak dapat aku bayangkan camner if aku ader anak.. (ishhhh...kawen pun belom) and terpaksa tinggalkan diorang..

huhuhu

dulu..masa my sister-in-law dapat baby, my first anak sedara, i couldnt accept that because i thought my parents and siblings will switch their attention to the baby...and i get less attention..but people change so do i...i finally can accept it and sekarang dah ader 4 anak sedara.malah, i am close to them..

ain zulaika-ayu zerlina-muhammad fawwaz-nur balqis
putera puteri cikcu
im missing u all

kini, kasihku tertumpah kepada mereka...no more jealousy..hehehe...