im back in action

huhuhuhu
dah lama dah nk mula balik writing blog ni but asyik xdan jer... but today, cikgu akim tanya "cikgu ader blog tak?".. alamak.. malu sendiri sbb org yg busy leh ader blog, fiza yg just baru ngajar ni, x aktif berblogging...

tgk2 tarikh, dah setahun blog ni terbengkalai.. sorry to my friends.. insyaAllah, from time to time, i will update this my beloved blog... (jgn majuk tau)

so far, now dah abes belajar... dah bekerja.. i am so lucky sbb dapat posting kt hometown even the school is situated 76km from my house but yet, i can still drive to school every morning at 620am and drive back home at around 140pm... i am posted to Sekolah Kebangsaan Temalir, Kuala Krai... mmg best this school.. the only problem that i have now is TIRING... penat seyy drive sejam pagi2 buta... ramai friends asked me "kenapa ko x amik quarters guru?". mmg ader asrama macam si nana, sorg lagi cikgu yg baru posting tu whom stay in hostel but my mum refuse to allow me to stay at hostel... as daughter, fiza amat mengerti kenapa mek xbg dok hostel.. since im 13, i never stayed at home for a long time.. except for school holiday but yet i was going here and there and even working masa cuti semester IIUM... so, i think.. she misses me =)

2 weeks after raya is my convocation day... yeay yeay.. im graduated with flying colours.. alhamdulillah.. CGPA >3.5 but xdpt la first class.. just 2nd class upper.. but alhamdulillah... after 6 years of struggling with abundance of assignment and exams, finally im graduated... alhamdulillah juga sbb all my other 50 gurls berjaya untuk grad...

other update is.... EhemmmMM.. This coming raya or precisely on the second day of raya, insyaAllah, i will get engange with my 9 years boyfriend.. Muhammad Faris Muhammad Hafiz..skrg, he is working kat Kota Kinabalu.. kira long distance relationship... soalan bonus dr my atok "tokwan"..."bila nak langsung?" hurmmm.. ikutkan hati cepat2 la =) but no money no talks.. life just begin for me... baru nk rasa pgg my own money... tgk la... family bg tempoh terdekat raya cina next year.. we'll see!

what else yg berlaku pd fiza for this 1 year of silence brom dunia blogging ek? hurmmm.... so many things happen and mostly bad things but i learn not to cepat melatah.. for me, segala yg berlaku adalah dugaan.. ader mende tu terjadi kerana kelalaian diri... ader juga kerana kegagalan untuk mengawal diri... for me, org lain xsalah... so, i learn from the mistakes... so many mistakes i have done... kkdg, i need to give myself a bit space and time to muhasabah diri sendiri... every mistakes that a human did is not because of other's fault but oneself... so, after i realised what has happened and the consequences.. i knew that, the Allah still give me time to repelled and to correct the mistakes i have done... "Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum emlainkan kaum itu sendiri mengubahnya".

i'll get my new bf in a month... a new Proton Gen2 Facelift... warna silver.. its cost me rm60,488... huhuhuhuhuhu.. no more saving.. alamak.. nk kawen lom ader saving.. cmner ni? sape nk bg pinjam? (bg xpyh bayar terus lagi elok.. hehehehe)... this 4 months, im using Waja... cbp 4250... i'll miss him (bg gender lelaki la baru best)... thanks dear sbb xmeragam byk sepangjang 4 bulan ni... wpun tuanmu ini amat malas membasuh dirimu... ngeh ngeh ngeh....

ha.... weight? hurm... im putting some weight la for sure.. dok umah, macam kena pam.. lalalalala... huhuhu ader aku nangis sbb xmuat baju tunang ni nnti.. hehehehehe...

ok la.. tu jer dulu pe yg fiza ingat important mende yg berlaku pada diri fiza for this 1 year of silence.. hehehehe

huargggggggggggggghhh.. nntok..
nunyte
muah
muah muah teddy bear
wassalam